So...its your 1st birthday next Tuesday darling, know you will be watching over us & just hope we can make your day as special as possible. You will have special cards & gifts, a cake, lots & lots of balloons, and much more - but it will never be enough! Wish you was still here with us, can't beleive its been a year, can't imagine how stunning you would be, bet your a beautiful angel! Not long to go til your little Sis arrives...just seven weeks. We are calling her Ruby Lola, there will always be only one Lola, as there is one Darcie, & one Ruby, but we think that by giving Ruby this middle name it will be a lovely way of keeping your memory alive, and am sure Ruby will be so proud of it when she is older!. We all miss and love you so much baby Lola, always in our hearts millions of kisses sent to you in heaven xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx